Truth-Telling Tuesday - When You’re Living Inside Someone Else’s Sick Story

Carrying What You Never Asked For

There is a different kind of weight you carry when you realize you weren’t just hurt by life - you were targeted.
Not randomly, not accidentally, but intentionally.
Someone made choices that put me and the people around me in harm’s way on purpose, like we were pieces on a board in a game we never agreed to play or at least I didn't.

I could feel it in my body, in my nervous system, in the way my spirit keeps replaying specific days and details that refuse to fade.
I remember dates - like 08/13/2025.
I remember faces, movements, cars, locations.
I remember seeing people where they had no reason to be, following me places that made no sense - allegedly - and the sick feeling of realizing, “This is not coincidence. I am being watched.”

“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.”
Psalm 34:18 (KJV)

God does not treat me like data.
He treats me like a person whose heart has been carrying more than it was ever meant to hold alone.

When Protection Starts to Feel Like Prosecution

I want to know why me devices were tampered with.
Why my phone, my tech, my private spaces suddenly felt like they belonged to everybody but me.
I want to know why, if this was somehow “for my safety,” it ended up feeling like I was the criminal.

I felt watched, followed, examined - FBI-level attention with very little explanation.
It got so intense that I had to quit my job just to breathe.
Inside the workplace: hot-and-cold behavior, shifting tones, power games, hidden agendas - allegedly.
And all the while, the people around me were clearly scared - eyes that said, “I know something,” mouths that refused to open.

I felt like I was trapped in a giant, invisible net.
Narratives were being woven about me behind the scenes - allegedly - stories I never consented to, scripts I never read - but they were being treated as truth or so it seemed.

“For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace…”
1 Corinthians 14:33 (KJV)

If confusion is the atmosphere, God is not the one directing that scene.
He stands with you in it, but He is not the architect of it.

Love, Lies, and the Trap Between

Then there is my friend, J.
The one whose eyes and energy were saying one thing while her words were saying another.
I want to know why she had to lie about her feelings when everything in her presence was screaming the opposite - how I didn't get ravaged in the back room is beyond me - I have watched the discovery channel enough to know how to read animals 😅. I trust my energy reading ability over anyone's words even hers and we were galaxy deep in an out of this world connection.
I want to know why the two of us were placed in the positions we were in, hearts drawn close, only to be targeted and manipulated on top of everything else.

We were two steps away from a life we both wanted.
Two steps away from being together, healing together, building something real together.
And yet it seems like she, too, was pulled into the game - steered, pressured, and influenced by the very people around her (it wouldn't surprise me if she was targeted also - "allegedly"): family, friends, coworkers. Sounds a lot like my situation.
People who claimed to care, but allegedly guided her away from what her own heart knew, for their comfort, their control, or their gain. There is a reason that is for sure.

I can deal with my trauma.
I’ve learned how to transmute it, pray through it, turn pain into fuel and testimony.
What grieves me now is not just what happened to me, but not knowing if the other lives that were toyed with are actually okay.

“Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life.”
Proverbs 13:12 (KJV)

My hope wasn’t just for romance; it was for mutual freedom.
Deferred hope aches, especially when I don’t know how the story ended for the other person in the trap.

Calling Targeting What It Is

I'm not sugarcoating it:
To knowingly target people - emotionally, psychologically, spiritually, financially -is evil.
It is not “strategy,” “content,” “training,” or “just business.”
It is sin.

It is disgusting to watch people throw away integrity to fit in with others who also disrespect themselves.
It is sobering to see how quickly humans sell each other out when money, power, or status are on the table.
I know now: I will get sold out.
I will be betrayed.
And often, the ones doing it will wear the mask of concern while they do it.

Truth-Telling Tuesday means saying this plainly:

• If you deliberately play with people’s lives, you are not “savvy”; you are sick.
• If you manipulate narratives to protect yourself while sacrificing someone else’s sanity, you are not strong; you are a coward.
• If you profit off someone else’s pain, you are not blessed; you are building on sand.

“Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness…”
Isaiah 5:20 (KJV)

God does not shrug at this kind of behavior.
He pronounces woe over it.

What You Do With the Questions

The hardest part right now is that I have more questions than answers.
Why were specific people in specific places?
Why was my tech touched?
Why the investigative intensity?
Why the emotional games?
Why the silence from those who knew?

Why did I have to move away due to not knowing who to Trust?

Why the alleged SA?
Why the lies in love, the traps at work, the fear in the air?

I may never get every detail you want.
But here is where living faith boldly steps in:

1. You are allowed to name what happened.
   Truth-telling is not slander; it is refusing to let gas-lighting rewrite your reality.
2. You are allowed to be angry at injustice.
   Even Jesus flipped tables when holy spaces were abused.
3. You are not required to carry their guilt.
   Their choices are on them, not on you.
4. You can give God the case file.
   Every date, every face, every screenshot, every memory - hand it to Him as evidence and ask Him to judge rightly.

“Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?”
Genesis 18:25 (KJV)

You don’t have to be the judge and the healer at the same time.
You can let God be the Judge while you focus on healing.

Truth-Telling Tuesday Practice - Holding Rage and Faith Together

As you move through this Truth-Telling Tuesday, consider a few ways to hold both your anger and your faith without abandoning either:

1. Write an unfiltered “why” list to God.
   Every question you wrote here? Put it in a journal or note addressed directly to Him. Don’t edit it to sound holy.
2. Pray for exposure and protection.
   Ask God to expose every hidden scheme and to protect every person who was used or harmed - including J, including me.
3. Release the need to personally punish.
   You can desire justice without planning revenge. Pray: “God, I want truth and accountability. Show me my part and handle the rest.”
4. Bless the version of you who survived it.
   Speak over yourself: “I was not crazy. I was targeted. And I am still here, still clear, still chosen.”
5. Ask God how to use this, not just survive it.
   In time, your story may become a road-map for others trapped in similar games. You don’t have to rush that, but you can invite it.

Closing Whisper

God,

Today I am telling the truth as I know it.
You saw the targeting, the tampered devices, the surveillance, the emotional manipulation, and the fear that wrapped around my life like a net.
You saw the day-by-day pressure that made me feel like a criminal when I wasn’t, and the way I had to walk away from a job just to stay whole.

You saw the way love got twisted -
the way J and I were drawn close,
the way our hearts seemed aligned,
and the way lies, pressure, and outside voices pulled us apart and put us both in harm’s way.

I bring You every question I still have.
Every “why” that keeps me up at night.
Why specific people were where they were.
Why my name was in rooms where I had no seat.
Why narratives were spun that never matched who I am.

I ask You to do what I cannot:
Expose what needs exposing.
Protect those who were used.
Confront those who knowingly played with our lives.
Heal the parts of me - and of her - that still flinch when we remember.

Teach me how to live boldly in faith without denying the reality of what I’ve been through.
Don’t let this turn my heart bitter; let it make my discernment sharper and my compassion deeper for others in similar traps.

Most of all, remind me that being targeted does not cancel my calling.
You still know my purpose.
You still know my heart.
And You are still able to bring beauty, clarity, and justice out of this mess.

In Jesus’ name,
Amen.

You are not behind... you are not lost... just keep transmuting.

Eugene 💘

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🎧 Frequency Feature: Rich In Silence

“Rich in Silence” fits this Truth-Telling Tuesday because it sits in the same tension you’ve been living in - holding more questions than answers, yet refusing to let the silence steal your worth. As you process being targeted, gaslit, and lied about, this track becomes a reminder that even when no one will tell you the truth, God is still speaking in the quiet, filling that silence with clarity, dignity, and a richness they can’t touch or manipulate.

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