Truth Telling Tuesday: You Don’t Get to Traffic the Queen

"If your soul has been screaming, “This does not feel right,” even while everyone around you plays along, this Truth Telling Tuesday is your permission slip to trust that feeling. Your highest self is trying to wake you up."

Beautiful Souls,

If you’re reading this and feeling that familiar knot in your stomach because something about your life, your leadership, or your relationships does not feel right in your spirit, this Truth Telling Tuesday is for you. You are not dramatic, delusional, or “too sensitive” - you are awakening, and Heaven is asking you to stop apologizing for the truth you already know.

Awakening to your highest self through truth

Living awake is not about being perfect.
It’s about finally being honest.

Honest that what people are doing around you is intentional, not random.
Honest that “strategy” has sometimes been a cover for spiritual warfare.
Honest that your spirit has been telling you the truth long before anyone dared say it out loud.

You awaken to your highest self when you stop gaslighting your own discernment. When you stop calling your gut “overreacting” and start calling it what it is: a Holy Spirit alarm system that refuses to let you betray yourself.

“And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
John 8:31-32
[Bible Gateway - ESV]

Freedom starts the moment you stop agreeing with lies.

The awakening moment: when the questions gave it away

For me, the awakening moment wasn’t one cinematic scene.
It was the pattern of questions.

The way people around me kept asking strangely targeted things.
The way their curiosity felt scripted, not natural.
The way it seemed like they were trying to pull on certain threads in my story, all at once.

It was noticing that she - the Queen of this story - seemed to be going through BS at the same time I was. I watched her get scared to come to work. I watched the energy shift in the building. And I want someone to own how they targeted our connection and how they benefited from keeping us apart. That is shady as Hell (see what I did there). Hell be shady.

If you insert your nose into someone’s business and start puppeting their leaders because you are “in the industry,” then you are the lowest of gutter trash -especially when you manipulate someone’s free will. She wouldn’t have willingly blocked me and said nothing if she didn’t feel threatened, which she clearly did. She was scared to come to work. I am sure I wasn’t the only one who saw the FBI presence. They had window offices.

That’s not paranoia.
That’s pattern recognition.

Who is the Queen?

The Queen in this story is the energy of a previous co-worker who I felt was being targeted right alongside me. She is not a fantasy; she is a real person with a real nervous system and a real life.

I have made it well known that I have been worried for her safety, with not a single person giving a f***. I am smart enough to understand betrayal - I am just seeking a thumbs up that she is alive.

• She is the one whose free will was manipulated.
• She is the one whose work environment became a threat instead of a covering.
• She is the one whose connection with me was treated as a risk to be “managed” instead of a gift to be honored.

Early on, freeing the Queen was one of the missions of this blog - along with freeing myself, of course. Break the chains from both sides.

We connected telepathically in early October, and that connection brought warning. After that, I started making moves to figure out the illusion. I called her. I told her what I wanted. I knew she wasn’t going to be able to be honest but it was all data points - I had already lived through a very similar scenario in a previous season.

And what a damn shame to everyone involved that the truth was too dangerous to speak.

You don’t get to traffic the Queen

Let me be crystal clear:
You don’t get to traffic the Queen of this story.
You don’t get to trap her in a contract.
You don’t get to treat her life, her calling, and her platform like a lab experiment you get to run.

As long as she is alive, I consider that a win.

But the level of absurdity it takes to go after someone’s platform and then every other area of their life - relationships, income, reputation, future - is beyond words. That’s not leadership. That’s spiritual trafficking.

I am simply asking for the people in this story to be honest. Nothing more, nothing less.

You made the moves around me that you did.
You watched me like a rat in a cage.
And I would imagine you engineered the same scenario for the Queen herself.

You can’t control someone else’s life.
We all have free will.

So let her make her own decisions without interference designed to cause intentional damage in both her life and mine.

Free will means you don’t own anyone’s story

Here is the problem with trying to “own” or “control” someone else’s life: free will exists.

You cannot script another person’s soul.
You cannot legally contract their calling.
You cannot puppeteer their decisions forever and call it “strategy” or “care.”

“But, speaking the truth in love, may grow up in all things into Him who is the head - Christ.”
Ephesians 4:15
[Bible Gateway – NKJV]

Speaking the truth in love does not mean staying quiet while people are being spiritually trafficked, manipulated, and controlled. It means loving them enough to call out what is harming them - even if that truth makes others uncomfortable.

The cost of not bending the knee

I risked and lost absolutely everything.

It was clear people were being orchestrated around me who wanted to help, but they were being targeted and attacked at the same time. That didn’t help matters.

Still, I made a choice:
I was not going to bend the knee without Truth.

Spiritually, I gained the entire backing of Heaven by staying aligned heart, mind, and soul - even with intentional interference being run around me. My only goal was staying in alignment because that is how I always win.

I can’t lose when I am in alignment.
Life always works out for my best interest as long as I keep focusing on getting a little bit better each and every day. I would encourage you to do the same.

Frequency Feature: “Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)” – Hillsong UNITED, TAYA

This week’s frequency feature is “Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)” by Hillsong UNITED, TAYA - a worship anthem about stepping into the great unknown with Jesus and letting the Spirit lead you where your trust is without borders.

In a story where people tried to control platforms, contracts, and connections, “Oceans” becomes the sound of refusing the cage. It is the prayer of the Queen energy saying, “Spirit, lead me deeper than my feet could ever wander,” even if telling the truth costs everything.

Choosing what feels right in your spirit

So what does “choosing what feels right in your spirit” actually look like?

For me, it looks like:

• Putting a smile on someone else’s face when I can.
• Guiding, mentoring, and teaching people through the most difficult times in their lives.
• Pointing people to scripture when illusions start dropping and they don’t know where to turn.

Beautiful souls, when illusions are collapsing, it can be hard to know who is safe. That’s usually when the loudest voices try to control the narrative.

I encourage you to turn to scripture.
Turn to the truth that doesn’t depend on someone else’s PR strategy.

And I encourage you to be unapologetically truthful.
You may turn a lot of people off.
You may offend them.

But if that is the price of staying in alignment, it is always worth the cost.

“You are not anyone’s experiment, contract, or puppet. Trust what feels right in your spirit, tell the truth even if it costs you everything, and remember that Heaven backs the ones who refuse to bend the knee to illusion.”

- Daniel Eugene 👑🕊️🌾

EugeniasThoughts: for beautiful souls waking up to their highest self, refusing manufactured confusion, and choosing unapologetic truth, alignment, and authentic healing over anyone else’s script.

Every word is a whisper of intention, carved in stillness and light.

Weekly Editorial Rhythm

• Monday: Monday Morning Grace - a gentle start to the week with faith-centered encouragement
• Tuesday: Truth-Telling Tuesday - authentic reflections on living faith boldly
• Wednesday: The Midweek Mirror - a pause for spiritual reflection and self-compassion
• Thursday: Frequency Thursday - tuning into God's voice amid life's noise
• Friday: Follow Friday - exploring what it means to follow Jesus in everyday moments
• Saturday: Sacred Saturday - rest, reflection, and spiritual practices
• Sunday: Sacred Rest

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